Humsafar

Mere Humsafar,

Chaar saal apke saath ek rishte meh raha tha, haan voh rishta pyaar ka nahi tha ek doctor patient vaala rishta raaha tha. Mere taraf se apke liye pehle mulakat se he pyaar tha aur apne uss samay se mera saath hamesha diya.

Haan kadve bol raahe hai apke lekin galat nahi te aap kyun ke aapne hamesha mera bala chaha. Aur mere liye chinta jataye jabh mujhe mere faculty ne mere manzoori ke bager mujhe chuua voh chinta jo mere saage ma-bap bhi nahi dikha paaye.

Insab chizo ke vajah se mere maan meh apke pyaar mazboot hota raha aur ek baar himmat kar kar apko izhaar zarur kiya tha ke mujhe aap ache lagte ho lekin paar haam jiss paristitie meh uss samay teh apne uss izhaar ko bebuniyaad aur bachpana bataya ya fer sayad apko mera izhaar karna he pasand nahi aaya kyun ke aap mujhe pasand bhi nahi karte teh aur mene voh apke saath kaam karne vaale logoh samne kaha aur esliye meh apse dil se maafi magtah hu.

Paar aaj puure chaar saal baad jabh meh usse lamhe ko sochta hu to mujhe yaakein hai ke voh izhaar saach tha na ke koi bachpane meh kaahe hue baat.

Toh asal zindagi meh balae mere saath nahi te but dil meh hamesha saath raahein ho aur haar mushkil dhoor meh saath diya hai, even jabh mujhe laghne laga ke duniya katam ho rahi hai aur ummed nahi bachi hai tabh uss dardh meh meh soohne gaaya, tabh ek sookon ke garmahat mehsoos ke laga jese koi hai joh mujhe pichae se mujhe galae lagh kaar keh raha ho ke saabh tikh ho jayega.

Aisa lagha jese ess panchi ko uska ghar mil gaaya baas etna sa he farkh tha ke vo ghar ghar nahi ek bhraam tha.

Bhraam jo mere maan ne apne aap ko mehfooz karne keh liye banaya.

Lekin haar bhraam ek na ek din tutth ta hai. Mera voh din ess saal mein aaya jabh mujhe yeh realise huaa ke jiss insaan se meh pyaar karta hu usse toh kabhi mujse pyaar tha he nahi. Haan help karte teh lekin uske puure paise bhi lete teh na.

Bhraam tuta paar mein nahi aur ek naaya safar shuru huaa jaaha aap nahi meh hu apne saath.

Safar jaaha paarayo ko nahi apneh aap ke liye jinna hai.

Tooh haan, mein apne aap ko ek percent bhi nahi kossa apse pyaar katne k liye kyun ke ess bhraam ne he mujhe mere purane dardh aur daar se ladne ka hosala diya.

Aaj nooh mahine ho gaye aapse mile hue, aur chaar mahine hue jabh seh mera bhraam tuta, aur ek saach seh samna huaa, saach ke meh apse nahi apne maan ke banae apke parchae se pyaar huaa tha.

Kyun ke mene kabhi apko apke kaam se bahar ke duniya meh tho kabhi nahi dekha toh fer kese ho sakta tha apse pyaar!?

Lekin yeh bhraam apke ache chizo aur harkato se bana hai so dhanywaad mere humsafar jo apne mera saath chaar saal baate haan abh aap nahi raahein lekin aapke yaadein hamesha mere dil mein raahogi.

Naaya safar shuru huaa hai apke binaah lekin apke mehnaat se jooh yeh naaya "Brahma" bana hu vooh aasani se tute uska toh saawal he nahi uth ta.

Taahe dil se shukriya, Kunal!

~ Apna sa parayaa, Brahma